13/06/07(on air) maracaibo
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Mhhh.. There are a lot of things to say but I'm bored about them 'cause they make me sad, so.. I'm going to talk about silly stuff u_ù. Balla barracuda. Anyway.. It misses 32 days until my travel to London *-* I'm waiting for it from about.. Mh.. 15 years? Dreams sometimes became real. Ay no hay que llollar, ahy
que la vida es un carnaval. See ya soon people and one question: do you like this new version? I do.
22/03/07 (on air) i miss you
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You got me dancing and crying, rolling and flying, love don't let me go 3. How many things I may say (..maybe write :°)! More than a month is passed and I've a lot of things to write about, so I think I must start from a point. I met a new boy, Piè. I liked him. I
like him. He told me "I'm engaged.. Don't you know?" a few of days ago, and I felt so depressed. He seems to be create to be mine, but he isn't...
Love sucks. At the same time, I couldn't tell with my best friend (and my worst enemy) for a long time, I felt depressed again, I thought "I can't hold on".. But
I HOLD ON 'cause I'm strong ♥. In these days I talk a lot with my best friend, FraMartino (do you remember?). Everytime I talk with him, I'm happy, I smile. It's strange. Everytime he goes by I feel so.. Fragile. Like I miss something, I miss him. [..] Going back to Piè, I'm trying to avoid him, but he's always around me! How can I do? ç_ç Sunday I went to a party in a disco o__o'. My first time in a place like that.. I had fun yeaaah ♥♥. I feel so confused, so lost,
just mad. **I hear your silence loud and clean**
19/02/07 (on air) goodbye again
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Oh, ehm.. No, I'm not dead if you were asking for (I know you weren't). So, how many time! There are a lot of things I should write, but I don't know how to start. At February's opening, I met two of my friends I didn't see for a long time, Ippo and FraMartino ♥. I was really happy! Ippo, we can arrive in America, don't worry,
if you can imagine it, you can do it told Mickey Mouse, and I trust him! [..] I've a lot of homeworks to do, but I'm bored. School sucks, you know. Nana's anime is arrived in Italy, and I'm happy two times ah-ha. I met a new boy, Piè. He's so silly, but he makes me smile so that's ok. You see, I must go to study, so, see ya next time! ♥♥
01/10/07 (on air) promise
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I repeat it: I LOVE MY FRIENDS ♥. A conversation with some friends:
Me: I'm hungry.. And I want Benji!
A.: You're hungry about Benji? You can't eat him!
Me: He's so appetizing, I really wanna eat him :Q_
A.: DIRTY, DIRTY, DIRTY PIG-PENGUIN!
What a silly conversation! AHUAHUAHAUA! Like Blink182 said: "
It makes no sense at all". ♥♥♥♥♥
01/05/07 (on air) my eyes burn
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My eyes burn from these tears, you'd think I'd learn over these years.
Good things won't last forever.. It's so fuckin' true. Yesterday I had fun: my friend Sara is really silly! We coined new words like "Venticolo" and we invented new geometric shapes ahuahua ♥ love ya stupid grrl. Today I'm gonna phone my old teacher, maybe I'll be in London this summer.. I HOPE. Hope is not wrong..
I'm happy wondering. I've nothin' to say, so, I'll leave you my block-notes. Bye bye and.. HAVE MUCH FUN!
01/02/07 (on air) little death
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A little death makes life more meaningful sing Mark Hoppus. I love +44. I'm sad.. Very sad.
Your best friend is not your boyfriend and it hurts, really. When he says me "I've kissed XXX" I feel so empty.
I'm searching for the words inside my head, I cannot find a way to describe it, it's inside me, all I do is hide. I've always said you everything about me, now I can't. If I'll say this to you, you laught at me, I know. I don't know what to do. Mest said "
You're sitting here, crying here, waiting for bad news, like walking on broken glass" is just in this way I feel. [..] I've dedicated so much words to him, now it's time to tell something about my friends ♥. A few of hours ago, Cì (one of my friends) told me "Mary, do you wanna have some sex with me? My dick is long about 22,5 cm..!" ahuahua, he's so sick! After, he said "
I love you".. I love you, too ♥! I'm very happy to have he as friend and to have friends like mine.. Even if we can't go out everyday together, you make me laugh in a different way every moment ♥.
I CAN SMILE. Thank you =).